Thinking

I have learned many things but yet I still have to continue to learn more about things such as life in fact. I'm wondering what will happen to me in the future, will I turn out being a great successful person, or just being a lazy person with no job. I know life isn't easy, but I know it isn't hard to live life. I'm scared of what's gonna happen later on, but I'm ready to face whatever I have to face. I'm gonna make it all the way, I'm not gonna stop and just give up on things I have to accomplish. I need myself to not be lazy or any such. I hate it when I don't finish something that I know I have to complete. I hate things that aren't organized and how a car is abit full of trash and junk. Some certain things bring me down, but that doesn't mean I have to just stay being remotely depressed, I have to get up and stay strong. I know school will be my priority, and it will stay that way. I sometimes think that everything is ment to happen. You can't change certain things that's going to happen and such , it's just supposed to go that way I guess. Lately I think somethings aren't going so well, or is it just that Ive been watching too many shows. Either way I feel tired and just abit sad, and I don't know why. I'm done with this and I just want to be alone...