Thinking

I have learned many things but yet I still have to continue to learn more about things such as life in fact. I'm wondering what will happen to me in the future, will I turn out being a great successful person, or just being a lazy person with no job. I know life isn't easy, but I know it isn't hard to live life. I'm scared of what's gonna happen later on, but I'm ready to face whatever I have to face. I'm gonna make it all the way, I'm not gonna stop and just give up on things I have to accomplish. I need myself to not be lazy or any such. I hate it when I don't finish something that I know I have to complete. I hate things that aren't organized and how a car is abit full of trash and junk. Some certain things bring me down, but that doesn't mean I have to just stay being remotely depressed, I have to get up and stay strong. I know school will be my priority, and it will stay that way. I sometimes think that everything is ment to happen. You can't change certain things that's going to happen and such , it's just supposed to go that way I guess. Lately I think somethings aren't going so well, or is it just that Ive been watching too many shows. Either way I feel tired and just abit sad, and I don't know why. I'm done with this and I just want to be alone...

Saturday Night.

Today was nice, a nice day. Having to watch episodes of the O.C. in order especially. I miss everything , the show and all, jeez if Marissa Cooper nor Johnny Harper hadn't died then I bet Gossip Girl wouldn't have been released. But yeah, so I'm online bored, no homework and idk why I guess it's that I'm in an average class and stuff. Eh, well I can't believe this week has gone so fast. But good thing it did, because it's almost Christmas. So suddenly my mom's making promises or what may be promises. Such as buying me things I never knew I'd probably might or not recieve? Uggs for men, a new IPOD, new Blackberry? I like these presents. But what I really want is just spend time, hanging out and not at home, haha somewhere with the family. Just as long as I'm surprisingly happy and not depressed or feeling like shit. But yeah right now there isn't anything to do besides blogging and surfing the net. I hope when I come back to school, I actually have some sort of work that I can spend time on? I wouldn't hate it as long as I understand what I'm doing. This is pretty much, it call it a night.

Black Friday

So today I woke up around eleven I believe and started watching football ? Weird haha . But yeah I then was convinced to go to the mall and such. So yes I lagged it abit by sitting and then I had my thoughts on going since there was a sale at the mall and other shops. I knew I was entirely broke because I think I had ten bucks in my wallet. As soon as we got there, well it was packed and yeah. I never knew it would be like this , I guess its early shopping for christmas. Me and my mother went to Anna's Linens to buy and she got what she needed. So then I told her I wanted to go to Target since I wanted to see what they had. We end up going there and it wasn't that packed. Maybe the lines were long but still it's fine. So I went to the whole movie area and dvd's and such, there I was seeing many movies on sale at a very good price. I'd definitley gotten attached to finding what movies I should get. I was in the aisle where they had television shows on dvd like the seasons and stuff. There I was looking at The O.C. season dvd's and was priced at nearly 12 bucks. So I picked Season 3 of The O.C. cause I wanted it and knew how much I missed watching it since it was cancelled for Season 5. So I think today was pretty hectic and such, I watched the show for about 8 hours straight perhaps longer though but I was tired and my eyes were too. I'm pretty much done with this and for the day so yeah haha.

Thanks Giving

It's a time for to be thankful , for what you have or what you've recieved. I really think it's best to give then to recieve, isn't that right? Well also today I didn't really eat turkey, so I pretty much sticked to chicken and rice. It's kind of boring right now and there's really nothing to do around here which sucks, but a few hours ago I was playing grand theft auto, for a very long time. I got sick of it so I decided to just go online and looked for things and such. As of right now I'm very tired and my head hurts, but not that much. I guess I shouldn't have been so near at the television. Eh well I guess I'm gonna start up on my spanish homework. And accomplish some other important things. So Happy Thanks Giving to everyone out there.